So close to the edge :/
I try to help but you don’t let me . Then you tell me how you hate your life and it hurts to see you like this :(
You always asked me why do I own something I can’t take care of and the time I do you want me to give it away ?! That the only thing I took care of and the only thing I will . I’m will to buy every for it you don’t do shit and yet you complain .Did you want me to move out so you can be damn happy . I kept my end why can’t you keep yours ! I just want dad back ever since your new husband came along you became all old and grumpy . Did you ever wonder why I always defended dad ? It’s cause I actually think about the little thing he does for us . Even with money or not he’s willing to give us something . He basically pay for all the expensive shit . He pay for 4 other iPhone with unlimited data and texting he pays for my brother car insurance and car and etc . What has my step dad done for us beside drive us to school . He’s basically paying rent for the damn house . He doesn’t even treat us with damn respect so why should we . There is like not a day where I can go home and not get nag at .
These past feel days I been feeling like shit . Been waking up from bad dreams hella early in the morning . And now I can’t sleep . and now Ending my night on a bad note .